In the swirling that is sharing the light that lights the path I have chosen to walk- the floating by of another lily pad of enlightenment happened.

In the way that something clean becomes dirty which prompts for its cleaning.

The same way that when rock bottom is apparent , sky high is eminent.

This type of cycle (? – for lack of better terms) became apparent in realizing that being so out of touch with Authenticity lands you smack dab in the middle of Authenticity. ( a must see attraction during your travels on The Path/ Journey!)

[The visual that keeps coming to the forefront is : a slice of a pulse. Just one curve of a wave. From start to finish. A cylindrical grey stone- I can hear the soft drag of it making contact with pure darkness like chalk on a sidewalk. A semi-circle. One-hundred and eighty degrees of a silver lining created in the dark. What is causing that silver lining to be seen? My Awareness? What even is this vision? Why even? Another reason to scribe is born. Another reason to draw. To create. ]

This phenomenon also occurs in the amount transactional shorting it takes to be so out of touch with one’s own inherent power that you are put in touch with that very same power… jarring. Electrifying. (Like being shocked by the defibrillator of the universe. It’s off , and now it’s back on.)

All of this to arrive at how it is evident that eyesight creates opposition where truly there is none.

To arrive at , it is all One.

There is no separation.

Just an ineffable amount of spectrums to pollywog leap through and experience- if one should choose.

And suffering doesn’t have to be along for the ride, in the way that being in the center of a spectrum , or wheel – keeps the extremes of being crushed to an all time low after experiencing great heights or basking in the light only to get snatched up by its darkness for that delicious slice of humble pie.

Currently eying how equilibrium is defined in the catalog of subconscious observations.

In the meantime – pleasant travels dear reader.

That is the decision.

Hearing that “the fear of one’s own success is the effect of being afraid of one’s innate power “- felt like an incomplete sentence.

Is it truly fearing something inside ?

Fear of the clarity, the pristine vision of the perfection that emanates from the center of our being?

Why is that scary?

Where does fear belong in seeing one’s own halo?

“Ain’t no way.”

Is it the shadow that is cast , peeking around the proverbial corner , with the equivalent opposing swell of clarity? |truth|

Revealing what was stuffed in the bottom of the laundry basket/chair of the mind.

Waiting for the realization that this abyssal end on the spectrum of clarity is just as striking and liberating as the incandescent end of the spectrum.

Being powerful can’t be synonymous with fear bubbling up to the surface of consciousness.

Maybe it is- in the way that because fear bubbles up , and demands to be attended to that you become powerful.

Coming eye to eye with all the ways , all the why’s , and all the how’s you played yourself is humbling ( in the way something can be self leveling. Balance achieved.)

The ineffable amount of transactional shorting.

Excused right out of these magnificent glimpses of the soul.

The allowance for transgressions. (Internally and Externally)

And here it was the whole time…

Inherent.

The ability to be powerful/ly/successful.

The wise management / continuous learning/ innerstanding/ remembering of heart / emotions.

As the depths of subconscious , The Undercurrents, have a gift.

The prettiest sea shell.

“The Water chose Me!”

The balancing standard between these two events or the plates on the scale of Being : The initiation into new life/ chosen reality.

Using the gift of the knowledge of emotional power/ hear and the creative force of spirit in a harmonious manner, to birth/start/ initiate/ be initiated into chosen reality.

To become The Master of Reality.

The water of the heart and the fire of the spirit , balanced – creates steam, new life, energy available to a cause. Potential new Shen. New Qi. Stem Cells of the Being.

Live life by choice.

Choice must align with vision for reality.

Ethereal /motions bring up incongruences and are a compass as well as the motor / honing device.

Practice / tapping in is the fuel for said motor.

A CPU can be likened to the makings of the heart – raw electricity / power = spirit.

“Now turn on the light.”

Being ungrounded with newfound harmony and balance , it will foster/bloom confusion.

“Why isn’t this working?”

“What do I do?”

“What’s the first step?”

Forgetfulness.

This triggers the lovely domino effect of : guilt > shame> apathy > The Undercurrent fail safe.

Discernment.

Non-divisive.

More so defining.

Aligning.

The fully expressed emanation of one’s Wholly Spirit.

You- raw/unfiltered/ abundant / eternal/ effervescent transcendence and clarity. Beautiful.

The physical expression of one’s inherent state of being.

The literal/external warmth of the Light /Sol within – felt in our physical reality.

The light seen in this world shining about your being- your halo.